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kate moss portrait print for sale!

May. 25th, 2011 | 09:12 am

finally got this drawing up for sale on Etsy!! go check it out~~


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as helen kane once sang...

Feb. 22nd, 2011 | 11:39 pm

"he has, eyes of blue, i never cared for eyes of blue but he has, eyes of blue and that's my weakness now.

he has, curly hair, i never cared for curly hair but he has, curly hair and that's my weakness now.

ooohhh my

ooohhh me

i should be good and would be good, but gee..."

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maybe im not romantic afterall

Jan. 21st, 2011 | 11:15 pm

watched 'betty blue' tonight. director's cut.
god was it long...

ok, i have to admit i dug out this movie to watch mainly for the notorious sex scenes and nudity. nothing really bad-ass by today's standards but i guess in the 80s, it would be considered a lot.
didnt really know what the film is about beforehand...but had an idea it was about a girl who went crazy. judging from the trailer and the huge amounts of viewer's raving reviews, i thought, this seem like a good movie.
man was i wrong. i was so bored out of my mind by the last hour (3 hours in total) of the film i just went surfing the web and waiting for the film to end.
i dont get all the comments saying how emotional and romantic this film was. i didnt have one inch of emotional attachment to the two love birds, simply because this movie seemed like a chain of scenes where they get drunk, have sex, her throwing things and them saying 'je t'aime' without saying much else.

it just seemed like an utterly unrealistic film.

the following contains spoilers.

i read some comments on imdb saying how this film or betty blue herself is really just a male fantasy. the more i think about the film, the more i see this being true. i didnt think the guy, zorg, really loved betty. he was selfish in a way that he liked her being a little crazy wild horse so much, he didnt really care for her mental health and helped her get treated early on. he kept her being crazy and caged so he and she can go on playing house before she really and truly went mad. and when she did finally get mad to the point of no return, he kills her. easy solution to end a problem at hand. if she were to be alive, he would be reminded of her real illness and not the cute, innocent naive teenage girl he shagged for months before.

and what do we really know of betty blue other than she's hot, young and unstable. her description is filled out by a series of cute little acts and some crazy cute acts too, but i think us, like the protagonist, knows practically nothing about her, especially the series of sudden acts of insanity. which again, makes me doubt the guy really loved her. which in return, makes me feel not romantic towards them at all.

im sure i can think of a bunch of other examples but im tired and dont wanna bother thinking about this film so i will drop it.

i did not drop a single tear by the end, i just wanted to roll my eyes and scream, get the fuck over yourself.

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Jan. 16th, 2011 | 11:07 pm

ever since i watched '500 days of summer', which is a great great film btw. i wondered what does 'hopeless romantic' really mean. after doing some googling (please dont shoot me for using this word, i only use google anyways), i come to realize that i am a hopeless romantic.

some instances, people say i am brave for so blatantly telling the person i like my feelings(even though common sense would not have liked it)...but i think i was just being a hopeless romantic.

but i think im more of a grounded hopeless romantic. i do...have some sense and rules...

i see now


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naming of future children

Jan. 10th, 2011 | 08:04 pm

it's always a bit fun to read about what people will name their future children if they have some. some of the names are family names, passed down from one relative to the next. some are fashionable names graced by famous people of the moment. some others are names to which the parents have something meaningful attach to it.

for me...i gave a little thought about what i would like to name my eventual children. but why do i have to name them after dead famous people who were drug addicts?! haha. the names are Gia for a girl and River for a boy. if you dont know who i'm referring to...it is gia carangi and river phoenix. gia was a model who battled drug addiction, like river phoenix who had also fell for those lethal substances. personally i find these two names so lovely and sadly poetic, probably an effect from the people who had those names.

if i do name my future children these names...i wonder if they will one day hate me for it. =T oh well, too bad!

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happy appy new year!

Jan. 5th, 2011 | 04:40 pm

another year gone by. how fast! 2010 just shooshed by, literally. i can still remember 2009 december so clearly and 2010 summer like it was yesterday. or maybe im getting old...i sounded old just about now.

not much got done during this holiday, expect well, the big surgery i had. than it was mainly just eating and sleeping and shopping and catching up on old friends etc etc.
havent been drawing as much as i want.

i wasnt planning on making a new year resolution, but i do have one now that i not only wish to keep for 2011 but the rest of my life. stay bloody healthy!!

i realize now more than ever that...staying healthy is just about the most important thing in life. without being healthy physically and mentally, dont even expect to accomplish anything else.

ps. im also very into belly laugh and singing at the moment. like always haha

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sliced open

Dec. 16th, 2010 | 03:59 pm

literally. got 'the' surgery done last saturday. been recovering since. god i look scary...for now.

why do i always break my own heart?
chasing after what i know is for me...unobtainable.

recover and draw for now.

suddenly i get scared of 2011. no...not because it is nearing 2012, but projects and internship. it scares me more than ever right now.

but i will get through.

ps. daft punk - indo silver club! been listening to this since 2006, still as good as ever! should i go see 'tron' because of daft punk?

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Dec. 10th, 2010 | 04:02 pm

indeed very very knackered. but relieved. not 100% happy with my final essay but i just got too tired and other problems took over my brain.

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i swear too much lately

Dec. 9th, 2010 | 12:59 pm

im so screwed. it feels like the end of the world is getting closer...and that day is tomorrow. fucking hell. the essay is driving me bonkers. feels like there are elephants sitting on my shoulders. one of the essay and the other is well...something else.

inevitably, tomorrow will come and the essay needs to be handed in.

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johhhhn and marrrsha

Nov. 22nd, 2010 | 05:27 pm

god i love mad men! it teaches you such interesting new things about a time long gone. such as the john and marsha "song" by stan freberg. as well as the bye bye birdie song by ann margret among other things

what a brilliant show! cant wait for the it come back. but heard it will be over after season 6. sigh. well, it gotta end somewhere right?

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